Just for now.

It’s that time of year
Leave all our hopelessness’s aside
If just for now (just for now) leave awhile
Just stop right here
I know we’ve followed a bumpy ride.
I’m sinking along your side

Get me outta here Get me outta here Get me outta here Get me outta here Get me outta here Get me outta here Get me outta here Get me outta here

Just for love
Just for love.
Chase, Sean Little and I really love Imogen Heap. I’ve mentioned her before and for awhile one of her songs was on my myspace. We are going to go see her on the 25th of this month, and if your one that wants to experience odd british music I say you should go give her a try, she’s amazing. You can light some candles, grab your favoriate bottle of wine and just allow her to fade into the background.  But her lyrics are very deep and as much as I try not to, sometimes I listen to the lyrics and think of my situation with Adamo…well the former situation where the PE was involved. Now it’s not so much like that, but poor Sean Little is in quite a pickle of his own.

We talked for well over an hour last night and I swear sometimes this boy reminds me of myself(in a more slutty kind of way). Well Sean met this boy named Jase and they’ve been dating for awhile, which basically explains why I haven’t written about him in awhile. Sean does that, he meets someone and basically drops his friends for the amount of time. During the conversation with Sean last night, I had to basically explain to Adamo who Sean was, in as little words as possible because we all know that I have to keep Sean’s identity 100% Top Secret. Well since Sean likes this boy so much, he decided that it was time to reveal to him who the real Sean Little was. The Sean Little that can compulsively lie sometimes and not even bat an eye. The Sean Little that has a wandering eye, and has a hard time hiding it. The Sean Little that likes to please everyone which often gets him into a lot of trouble.

When Sean told Jase all of this about himself, Jase basically bottled up and left Sean’s without really saying a goodbye or letting Sean know how he was feeling. Sean was distraught and as much as I tried to calm him down he wouldn’t.  I don’t know how I would handle a situation like this so I wasn’t much help. What do you think Constant Reader, what should Sean do?

Big trouble loosing control,
Primary resistance at a critical load,
On the double gotta get a hold,
Point of no return a second to go.

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